Most Things About You

They say that people won’t remember most things about you – but they’ll remember how you made them feel.

They won’t remember your messy hair, tired eyes or that your car was always a mess; but they’ll remember how you treated them aside from those things.

And, that’s what I want.

I want to make others feel loved amidst all of the chaos, I need to know that I can give someone else that peace of mind that I might not always be able to give myself.

I want the people in my life to know that they are loved and that things will be okay. Because I, too, have felt that underlying feeling that things will not be okay at all.

I want to be that person that others remember by her ability to show love to others that they may not be able find in themselves.

I started to question myself because, my head, my head was a wreck and my heart, even worse.

And then I thought of the quote I’ve heard so many times; ‘people won’t remember most things about you, but they will remember how you made them feel.’

And that, I could control – with love.



A Maze Through the Haze

You might’ve been the best thing to ever happen to me, but you leaving was the worst.

I look for love in bottles, but nothing seems to work.

Down a 1/5 of vodka, and roll one on the way.

No matter what I do, you burn right through the haze.

Do another line, but in my head you stay.

You’re stuck inside my memory while I’m trapped inside this maze.